Now this is beginning of summer, which means holidays
for most of the people around. People whom I already know will leave
on their trips and business, students, whom I know will leave soon
for new adventures or their homes. And children from the
kindergarten. Most of them have already left it, and now there are
only several children and new ones. I just realized that I will miss
those kids so much! I spent with them two months and this period was
enough for me to fell in love with them. The kindergarten became more
or less quite, there is no much noise as it was before. And I will
continue my activities with new kids there.
I feel alone here, and I don't know why. I don't want
to come back my flat early, because there is no one whom you could
talk to and my refrigerator is empty every time. I understand those
people who live alone and do not keep anything in the refrigerator or
they do not cook, because usually you're not home, you have meals
outside, and if you cook something you would probably have it for one
week. This is actually what is happening to me. If I cook something,
it is going to be in the refrigerator for a week and then I through
it all out.
Last week I was training a lot: running, doing
different exercises. And I know why. It helps me to forget my
thoughts, I mean philosophical thoughts with endless continuation.
These kind of thoughts you have, when you don't have a close friend
whom you could share your worries, and other things, you just keep
them in mind, because you care of them. It is not that easy for me to
tell my thoughts to everybody, this is the meter of trust, and I know
it. You could talk to your relatives or friends by skype but it is
not the same when you see a person next to you, who listens and
understands. Anyway I can survive.
Last week I finished my cooper tray, which I was
doing for almost two months, I still cannot believe in it. This work
is so hard, and you need to be concentrated on it and to be patient.
That is why I love it so much! This kind of concentration makes you
forget about everything, daily life, problems, or whatever you would
have in mind. But it doesn't mean that it could help everybody, if
you don't like to do something very detailed, so that would probably
not help you. And I'm so excited to start another tray with the
Crimean Tatar ornament on it. When I will finish it, I make a post
here as well with photographs.
Here are some photographs of kids from the
kindergarten and a tray I finished, taken on my phone.
P.S. I love skies in Gaziantep
Stay tuned.
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